Just a lil clip of my #ThisIsMeForYou Piece 4 live. Script from video below. (**explicit language**)
“the thought of you still disturbs my breathing—at times.
Like you stopped my breathing—all the time.
or tried to…nah, you did.
i was gasping for air in a place that didn’t have pressure.
i was floating in a sinking place, wondering why I felt like [i was] drowning
yet I still was above the surface.
I will forever wonder how you found so much pleasure in my suffering. Fuck your apologies…”
To my fellow survivors of Domestic Violence, there is light. You just have to give yourself time. Don’t put time restrictions on the healing process. You’ll actually hinder your growth in the process. Just trust that there is light—in you, among you, and even in your imagination. And know that you deserve to be in this existence. Much love to you.